The Choice

Going over the edge would be so very easy.  Just too darn easy really.  It would be simple to just give up.  Going on, trying to find something in myself to keep going, some possible  way to get to a place I truly belong all seems so very hard.  Even though our world continues to get meaner and angrier and more selfish, I know there are still good people out there, some that even care about me.  More than I care about myself.  Crap!  What am I supposed to do?