I am finding that this has become more difficult than I expected. This thing called
living. I have come to the point where every day I think about the gender issue. How I
have had to spend life as a man, even though I felt I should have been a woman. I have
been living as a woman for a while now but is it really enough? Added to this is a daily
consideration of whether it is worth going forward. Now that I had seriously planned on
ending this thing called living, despite having put that action aside, a part of me still
wonders if I should just follow through. It gets to be an overwhelming thought process
most days. Burying myself in work or a book or a show helps temporarily but the underlying
crap never goes away.
What the heck am I supposed to do now?
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